lukewarm_itche

yea so ive been fuckin busy latly
schools a motherfucker i have needed to do my grammas computer for like a montgh now shees goin crazy without it.

meh ttyl

i forgot how hard this shit was

its been like almost 12 years since i sat in a classroom and its makin me go banannas.
that combined with a shitty fuckin bastard peice of shit car is makin life sucky ahwell happytimes

atleast im dooin what i love

ok so eryns back YAY

we went on a superduper wicked date and had a superduper wicked nye

im happy


today was day 1 of school
fuckin sleepin bastard that i am i almost missed it but everytin worked out ok im just glad a cop wasnt there when i came to n realised i was late
ahwelz

Ez

what the fuck why is it like 45 outside im wearin tshirt drivin with the windoews open. this is fuckin scary.

i hate christmas. I GUARENTEE my christmas presents wil have absolutly NO gift i receive will have any bearing or insight into who i am
they insist on buying me shit and have absolutly no knowledge of wat my intrests are. im glad verrymuch that i have family and people who love me enough to get me a gift. but id rather not have a gift than have a fake gift. its like an appeasement gift. it makes me sad they have money but they dont have the time to know who i am and what my interests are. meh

i miss eryn

i wish about how bitchy i am right now but i literaly dont have the time. fuckin ulties bullshit. ... maybe i need to potty thattl make me feel beter

meh

been a shitty couple weeks

i had family chistmas so there was a week of running around
that combined with the bank being sketchy. ive had like 2 weeks of nonstop shit on my mind. its realy affecting my sleep. its makin me cranky and the constant talking about money is makin me cranky. all in all im fuckin cranky latly.
ive had some small things that make me happy. like i finaly found wicks for my zippo. and im makin some decent money on the side fixing computers and general hustlin. so that seems to makin life a bit easier.

meh fuckin christmas time

good news today tho eryn ust got off the phone and she got a new job Yay.


id say more but i gotta go get a shower :p

bye

k so i got denied for my student loans lines of credit and every other bit of fuckin money i applied for. so we all had a big chineese food diner from georges in cambridge (#1 chinesefood on earth) but non the less my parents are gonna morgage their house so i can have the money for school. WOW i am amazed 50k there gonna morgage ther house

so i guess everythings gonna work out in a sort of weird ass way
im realy worried that my parents are betting their nest egg on me not fucking up . never mind worry it down rigth scares me.

well its all conditional on the bank

i hope i get to go to school


ok on another topic HAPPYTIMES we (eryn and i ) went to sauga today to apply eryn to cdi. and holy hollarin fuck im so proud of her she got in. i was realy worried aboy the grade 12 application test thingy. but my girl kicked that tests ass.

my girl rawks xoxox and she gets to stay

me n eryn are headin to mississauga today for school aplicationing ... yea not a word but whatever.
i hope she gets in so she can stay
happythoughts

bye

im new but im still cool right

yea thanks for the support :P

ok so a primmer on me
right now im tryin to get into school. yea i finaly got back into the propper headspace to go back to school. i applied got accepted and passed my mature student test BIG FUCKIN RELIF its been like 10 years since i was in school so i was realy stressed. but i got in so now im dealing with funding. motherfucker ok so not to mention thats giving my parents ANOTHER level of controll on my life but im gonna need like 50 grand FIFTY not to mention all the other fuckin debt if acrewed in my 10 years of being an idiot. so im kinda nevermind kinda im SUPER fuckin worried theres stress in my relationship. theres drama with my parents as usual. and i got a realy shitty suspition that my parents arent gonna have good enuf credit to help me out. so that means i am gonna have to go back to sluggin my bag off to eek out a megar existance. YAY .... meh fuck ... im stressed